My Stardoll Chastity

Yup guys, I'm doing the whole I'm-taking-a-break thing. And d'you know what ? It's harder than what I thought...
Every day I went on Stardoll since April. I've never not been on it for a week. Faulty Internet connexions, holidays or bans have never been obstacles for a die-hard user. And every time I've gone on the computer, it was mechanical to log on. So two days ago, when I decided that I was taking a break, I thought it would be easy. Just forget about virtual life a bit. But the problem is that it seems virtual life was taking over real life. I've been known to stay on here for... seven hours a day. F*ck that seems a lot. I have no brothers or sisters, a good but somewhat contented-by-little social life. So loneliness has kind of been a side of my life that I'd never really noticed. On Stardoll I've met some pretty fantastic people, I chatted to them and they became my social life. Of course, I have friends in real life, and I never neglected them over Stardoll, but in real life, people are different. They can just disappoint you more easily.
Anyway, I must admit, I just entered my account. To check mail, to see what Chinisua's done to me (love it) and look at my guestbook... and I've realized how much I think about Stardoll. I think about buying, decorating, designing. Has a website turned me into a die-hard consumer, no-lifeist obsessionalist ? Have I changed myself so bad that I'm just Englily with a touch of Lily ? I hope not, yet the way my fingers itch towards typing in Stardoll.com is waaay disturbing. So when I'm officially back, looks as though I'm going to have to change something. I had fun, but I'll have fun in the new life too. Let's drink to that :)

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